Barbara Walters Must be Desperate

for the fact that miley cirus is able to procure a spot on barbara walters truly shows where this world is going.
1. for i can have her "singing" voice by easily placing a pecan in my throat and squawking like a bird.

Actions more the Words

Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you' re just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is to have YOU... The one who turns to his friends and says, thats her...

( I think Ill get that this weekend. If all goes - right.)

Random memory #2

Busch Gardens has implemented a new policy that every ride that they have in their possession has the ability to abort babies. A one Amber VD and Brandon W. discovered this ability after a wonderful day out on a November afternoon. You will find them floating like" tadpoles " in the kumba or with the wallets on the Phoenix.

AND i managed to recieve 266 points on a frankie vs amber scale. Amazing what getting caught in a cocoon can do and some green tea.

Roomie Memory . Sept. 08

*background music playing: "When a man loves a woman..."*

[woman in her pajamas, in her sweet pajamas, about to sit on the big chair hears song and realizes she is alone. But with that song loneliness strikes and it's inappr... Read Moreopriate to be alone. So she holds the pillow she had picked up from the chair and holds her close to her face. It's no longer a pillow. She is no longer alone. She is now dancing, slowly...resting her face on his shoulder...errhm...the pillow.]

Post Secret

Today I got to go to the Postsecret Exhibit in Melborune- totally amazing. You read these peoples secrets- some being as little as " I pee in the shower" to others about being raped. Its inspiring and wonderful. You really learn more about yourself, because you can relate to what your reading. There was one that caught my attention the most and it was as simple as " im scared to fail because i dont want to disappoint you" . Something that every might feel at least once in your life but when you see it put on paper, it just hits you. I even made my own secret which im pretty proud of - bittersweet is the best way to explain it.
So now i joyful tell you that I wish that one day you get to go see this creative art project. yes, they are just post cards; yes they are just secrets- but think of that one ( or more!) things you keep locked in side, something that anyone barely knows and just imagine that you can actually say it without any bias review, how would you feel?

Dreams Come True

If I could have my dreams come true These are the things I'd like to do. To have a cabin deep in the woods, And someone to share both the bad and the good. We'd lie by the fireplace,forever it seems, And share with each other our future of dreams. As we tire of talking,we'd snuggle up close, These are the times, I'd cherish the most. The times when I feel so close to someone, Who gives me such pleasure and so much fun. Who isn't afraid of what the future may bring, And share so much love, that our hearts sing. Sometimes I wonder will my dreams come true? And I ask myself, could it be with you? I don't have the answer, atleast not to share, I'm afraid if I share them, you wouldn't care. So, until the time comes, when the timing is right, I'll cherish our time everyday and night. And if in the future, our dreams become one, Then I'll know that my dreams has only begun. To have you beside me, through the rough seas and good, I know we'd make magic, I'm sure that we could. For you are my soul mate, I believe in my heart, And to get to our dreams, we must first make a start. So, please take my hand, and don't be afraid, I believe that together, our cabin will be made. I'll never doubt my feelings for you, And if you return them, all our dreams can come true.

For this is Me.

So I feel I should write and make a memoir of what has been proceeding in my life lately. School is going- Im having a few bumps more thenmost ppl, but ive put the resoning on that I am attempting what few are- becoming a Doctor. As far as I know no one else is attempting such a thing. So of course I get all the sucky classes and CHEMISTRY. That word amkes me cringe! Besides that I love my roomie Belinda she keeps me sane with her anti- science, pro- law talks and Coldstone Ice Creams at just the right times. I also am keeping busy with volunteering at a Cat Rescue still which i LOVE, mostly because i get to see cats innerd on a normal basis and now know how to nueter a cat ( cut, pull, cut) watch out guys! ahah- funny animal lovers stories. To date I have seen a inside of a cow, goat, a cut up whale a body freezer the size of my house a horse running on a treadmill (if he can do it why cant i ?!) and am an expert on Artifical Insemination. I have gotten to go to some neat places , meet some nifty ppl and have had the best Mac and cheese I have ever tasted to this day! I miss with all my heart Greys Anatomy and was highly disappointed with the writes and the movie guilds because they took away my one day of wine and not having ot think for a whole entire hour. I fell in love with mimosas, but still adore shirly temples. Realized I dont miss LA as much as I used to but do love the memories when driving past certain places. Found out I despise AIM jsut because ppl believe that just because your on they have to tell you every liveing moment of their life indetail when you are jsut getting on the internet for a quick second. I have collected to many books and know they will weigh down my car when leavin for the summer, but cant part with a single one. The Notebook still makes me weep and get envious. I am excited for all my friends and class mates that have/ had gotten/are getting/got married. But at the same time jealous with envy. Concluded that even though my aspirations are to become a vet, I should never be allowed to own fish. RIP Calico Jack, Betta 1&2 and previous water dwellers. Amazed how life takes you in a circle after restarting old friendships and some of them being the best ive ever had. And realizing karma is SOO freakin true. I miss some ppl that were a great part of my life but chose not to keep in touch. But I hope them the best and And maybe when the stars go blue well meet again.Bubble bathes arent my thing, i love the concept its the just sitting there part that gets to me in about 8 minutes. I pray for the troops when i see them on CNN and hope none of my friends have to go thru that. I I adore him and appreciate him and he keeps me sane. And makes me go insane too! muah* what man doesnt!? Im going to Cocoa Beach for the summer with my grandparents and am mucho excited to be so close to a place i can be able to surf. and a beach. Did i mention the beach? I cant imagine living anyother palce that doesnt have water access. My planner is my life and without it I woul prolly be on the moon and lost liek WHOA. My current phrases inclued= YOUR MOM(oldie but a goodies) , Fosho!, PSH. , Bitch please and SMITF. ( shoot me in the face. it is currently being trademarked so dont even think about it) Dane Cook is still a silly bitch and Channing Tatum is a God or at least a saint (guess we will have to wait till he dies and see if his tounge is still there LOL sry catholic humor_) Besides that all is norm. I am still Amber, I am still short, I am adore camping and anything outdoors, soccer is still a passion, I still laugh all the time, Cowboys are still sexy, Postsecret is still an obsession of mine and id rather choose a pb&j sandwhich over a lapdance any day (inside joke haha) So off to making conclusions on why Boron is so important and learning Latin ill see the real world in a few weeks. ..